when u turn 20 there is this shell u want to come out spread ur wings and fly to the future u cant see so hell with the future first things first due to the trauma faced in ur teens u start kooking for a girlfriend and for a introvert 20 something its like climbing everest minus the safety gear the uncertanities loom will i find the right girl? who is the right girl? how do i approach when i find the right girl or just will i evr find a girl ? the ladies plz replace the girl with guy then begins the ever lasting search evry hot chic or guy that passes by is a potential target and soon for the so called introvert shy guys/girls frustration builds as the objective alludes us and the next big question is how to attain this objective hence the endless and the sleepless nts of thinking ,visiting dating sites ,or just old fashioned masturbatin common ur sexual energy needs a vent .

the troubled 20s

life in the 20s is an intresting thing, its when u just come out of your teenage life and the best part is it is very much dependent on how u were as a teenager.So as we enter this new face of our life and the future looms large over us that is when the think tank kicks in that is when the troubles begin because our brain has this thing called imagination which is very vivid and at this age its mostly about sex ,cars,mansions and all the material pocessions the world has to offer now how the hell is all this interrelated with how we were as teens? the answer is simple a person who is shy , reserved and should i say denied of worldly pleasures in his teens knows what im talkin about if we dint get enough sex we are animals and the urge for the act grows stronger untill it hits u like gust when ur in the 20s the various life styles some rich kids might hav lived and the things they hav done and we have no come back to haunt us harder and stronger so here i am to explore these feelings and what the hell just vent my frustratration about the things i want and the things to be done.